Make It Out

Last Night

Thu, 23 May 2013 13:25:29 -0400

Me: "Oww. Sorry I can't get up, my knee is locked" (while trying to stand up)
Bryan: "Don't worry it's not your fault. You can't control it."
Me: "Okay I am good, thanks."

This small conversation meant so much to me last night. I have fibromyalgia therefore I sometimes have trouble walking or moving. My muscles tighten up at random times. Bryan is the first person I have dated that has not blamed me or has been angry at me for being sick. He knows it is not my fault, I can't help it.

markhumpus: I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO GET NICE TATTOOS AND TRAVEL AND GO TO LOADS OF CONCERTS AND...

Thu, 23 May 2013 13:12:02 -0400

markhumpus:

I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO GET NICE TATTOOS AND TRAVEL AND GO TO LOADS OF CONCERTS AND MEET NEW PEOPLE AND VISIT AMAZING PLACES AND COSY COFFEE SHOPS AND ADOPT CUTE PUPPIES AND SLEEP IN THE BACK OF A TRUCK WITH A PLETHORA OF BLANKETS AND STAR GAZE AND TAKE PICTURES OF NICE THINGS AND JUST NOT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING

Anxiety: hey!

Thu, 23 May 2013 13:09:54 -0400

Anxiety: hey!

Me: what now?

Anxiety: Nothing, just wanted to worry you today.

Me: ...great

Anxiety: Hey your boyfriend/girlfriend didn't text you back, they're probably with someone else right now.

Me: ....

Anxiety: Oh your best friend hasn't spoken to you today either. They're probably sick of your shit.

Me: ....

Anxiety: Your parents said they're really proud of you..do you honestly believe that?

Me: ....

Anxiety: Where do you see yourself in a year? Oh wait, you can barely get through a day!

Me: ...shut up.

Anxiety: Will you ever rise to anything?

Me: Shut up!

Anxiety: Or are you always this pathetic? Lol

Me: Why can't you leave me alone!?

Anxiety: Because messing with your head is what I live for.

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Wed, 22 May 2013 14:01:26 -0400

babybehemoth: Anxiety attacks are the worst because sometimes you have no idea why you’re crying or...

Tue, 21 May 2013 14:01:30 -0400

babybehemoth:

Anxiety attacks are the worst because sometimes you have no idea why you’re crying or angry and you just think of everything wrong in your life and you can’t control it all you can do is breath in and out and cry it out

healthyequalshappy: this is awesome.. and so true. It applies...

Tue, 21 May 2013 13:26:33 -0400

healthyequalshappy:

this is awesome.. and so true. It applies to so man things.

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Tue, 21 May 2013 11:57:00 -0400

scvlptures: depression is when you don’t really care about anything anxiety is when you care too...

Tue, 21 May 2013 11:46:21 -0400

scvlptures:

depression is when you don’t really care about anything

anxiety is when you care too much about everything

and having both is just like what

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Tue, 21 May 2013 10:53:13 -0400

vernist: You don’t need to buy my expensive things or take me out to dinner every night or even...

Fri, 17 May 2013 16:39:53 -0400

vernist:

You don’t need to buy my expensive things or take me out to dinner every night or even every weekend. I don’t need the world or want the world. I want the little things. If you push my hair out of face or rub my back. Or if you randomly kiss my cheek. Or text me randomly saying you miss me. Or if you make a tweet about me or post a picture of us on instagram. Then that’s all I care about. I want the little things. I care way more about that, than anything else.

true life

Fri, 17 May 2013 16:34:57 -0400

true life

psych-facts: More here makes sense

Thu, 02 May 2013 15:19:19 -0400

psych-facts:

More here

makes sense

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Thu, 02 May 2013 15:18:17 -0400

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Thu, 02 May 2013 15:10:50 -0400

streetparkedsf: Porsche 911 | 1969 Iconic status is something...

Wed, 01 May 2013 13:28:12 -0400

streetparkedsf:

Porsche 911 | 1969

Iconic status is something that is earned with time. Something that can be identified as different from it’s peers. And something where if you remove the logos, you still know exactly what it is. The 911 is one of the most iconic sports cars of all time. And yet, it was originally going to be called the 901, until Peugeot informed Porsche of its trademark rights on car names with a “0” between two numbers. The 911 shared the same body as it’s younger brother the 912.

Street-parked in the hills behind Glen Park. San Francisco, CA.

psych-facts: Perfectionism can result in depression. story of...

Wed, 01 May 2013 13:26:38 -0400

psych-facts:

Perfectionism can result in depression.

story of my life

deliriosity: georgiestylinslut: itwonteverbetoolate: i-pulledt...

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 12:29:40 -0400

deliriosity:

georgiestylinslut:

itwonteverbetoolate:

i-pulledthetrigger:

peacefuly:

cyberunfamous:

claustrophobically:

this made me reevaluate my life

dkjafkdajfk omg

wow i love this

wow

I will never not love this.

there are literal tears in my eyes

forever my favorite post on tumblr

haha

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 12:18:03 -0400

haha

"A dog has no use for fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes. Status symbol means nothing to..."

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 12:08:45 -0400

“A dog has no use for fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes. Status symbol means nothing to him. A waterlogged stick will do just fine. A dog judges others not by their color or creed or class but by who they are inside. A dog doesn’t care if you are rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull. Give him your heart and he will give you his. It was really quite simple, and yet we humans, so much wiser and more sophisticated, have always had trouble figuring out what really counts and what does not.”

- John Grogan, Marley and Me (via simply-quotes)

My baby Harley to a t

life quote

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 12:06:07 -0400

life quote