Make It Out
Visual Communications major
Loves art, music, friends and family...
Wants world peace even if it is only theoretically possible.
|Me:||"Oww. Sorry I can't get up, my knee is locked" (while trying to stand up)|
|Bryan:||"Don't worry it's not your fault. You can't control it."|
|Me:||"Okay I am good, thanks."|
|This small conversation meant so much to me last night. I have fibromyalgia therefore I sometimes have trouble walking or moving. My muscles tighten up at random times. Bryan is the first person I have dated that has not blamed me or has been angry at me for being sick. He knows it is not my fault, I can't help it.|
|Anxiety:||Nothing, just wanted to worry you today.|
|Anxiety:||Hey your boyfriend/girlfriend didn't text you back, they're probably with someone else right now.|
|Anxiety:||Oh your best friend hasn't spoken to you today either. They're probably sick of your shit.|
|Anxiety:||Your parents said they're really proud of you..do you honestly believe that?|
|Anxiety:||Where do you see yourself in a year? Oh wait, you can barely get through a day!|
|Anxiety:||Will you ever rise to anything?|
|Anxiety:||Or are you always this pathetic? Lol|
|Me:||Why can't you leave me alone!?|
|Anxiety:||Because messing with your head is what I live for.|
I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO GET NICE TATTOOS AND TRAVEL AND GO TO LOADS OF CONCERTS AND MEET NEW PEOPLE AND VISIT AMAZING PLACES AND...